.i’m just wondering if it really is that hard for people to understand that the fact you need some rest and some space does not mean you don’t think of them or you don’t like them anymore. I mean, it really seems as I push people away from me because I am stressed and stuff, but it’s not the case. I just want some time alone. And I’m just not the person who put her thoughts together in an hour. Just need some more time. I really wish people could understand that.
Sometimes I wish I could live in my room forever. I think it’s the first time I feel so f***ing lonely …
